Permed Hair!!

All these weeks, i hv been wanting to do something to my hair.
So i was in a dilemma, whether to rebond again, or try something new - Perm my hair!!
Decided to try curls as i thot - if i dont like it, i can go rebond it again.. Haha...
So being bored n backside itchy, i just went ahead n put on the rollers n get some curls!
VoaLa!
Now i have curly hair!!! Hahaha......
As for now, no thots of going back to straighten my hair, coz none of my frens saw it yet...
Shall wait for a few days before i reach my final Verdict... Hee!

A note to Aunty Sally...

This is what Pam said @ the service.....

Pamelyn Low: A note to mum.

My mother is a woman of great faith and determination. She has always been very strong for us. Her love for us was unconditional and beyond imagination. Here is a note to mum.

Mum, you have always been a fighter, a warrior. You have never Submit to defeat and never show signs of weaknesses. Though you may have been crippled by your illness for 20 years, you always believe you will be healed. You are a woman of hope and I will continue to draw strength from you. You gave us so many beautiful memories and we will treasure them.

When your body started to fail, your spirit didnt give up. You continue to fight and stay alive. Waiting for the rest to come and see you. And when all of us were there before you, You fought even harder to spend that few more precious hrs with us. I thank you mum for everything. I love you mum. And you will always be alive in my heart. May the Lord bless you and may you watch over me and the family in everything We do.

To my dad, be strong daddy. You still have the three of us. We love you too and we will never forsake you. we will go through this together. You too are the best dad in the world.

As I re-read this post by pam, i teared again.... This is the most touching note i've ever heard.

Be strong for ur dad n ur family babe! Love u!!

A roller coaster Day

I didn't slept well last nite...
Left the home with a heavy heart, as i know today wont be a normal cheery day.
There were many 1st times today.
It was the 1st time that i experienced the lost of someone very dear to Pam n me.
It was the 1st time that i went to Mandai Crementation Hall and attended a service held for the dismised, and witnessed how the whole procedures went.
It was the 1st time in the past few days, that my tears flowed uncontrollably and the fact that she is gone really hit me....
It was the first time i took part in sea burial.

Aunty Sally was a real fighter, in pam's words, she was a warrior who never give up and fight the battle till her very last breathe.
I will always remember the day when i went to visit her at the hospital, the day before she passed on.
She opened her eyes n took a long look at each and everyone of us. She even gave me a nod to acknowledge my presence, n i could see a smile in her eyes, somehow assuring me that everything is fine and not to worry abt her....

Aunty Sally had lived well and she will be dearly missed and remembered.
Although she had moved on to a better place, she will always live in our hearts.

To Pam: U have been a strong gal. But just to let u know, i will always be here for u. I am really fortunate to know u and ur family and forged such close ties. This special bond that we shared will continue to flourish. Take care babe, i love you. Take care of ur precious daddy too! Call me anytime =)