Looking at facebook's homepage where many of my frens uploaded new pictures of their convocation pics, i had mixed feelings... Felt sad for myself, n yet, happy for them at the same time...
I was really sad tt i couldn't graduate n attend my own convo with my peers, that is why i never attend any of my frens' convocations. SO sorry for turning down some of the invites, hope u guys understand...
To my frens who have graduated, Congratulations!!!! I am really happy for u guys becoz u ppl had worked hard throughout these 4 yrs, n this is the long awaited day where u guys can really smile, no longer gotta go through the agony of preparing for exams n throw the graduation hat high into the air.
Congrats my frens!! U guys are going to enter another phase of ur life and hope that everything is smoothsailing and wish u all the best in ur future careers!!! =)

I am not sure whether i will attend my own convo next yr... Coz i'll be working by then, and it felt meaningless to attend convo without my peers.... Sigh.... I am really disappointed with myself.... Skool is starting next week n i am totally not prepared for it. Esp when i gotta attend lectures n tutorials for a yr 2 sem 1 module which i had taken the 6th time with the youngsters... I am like the oldest student taking tt freak module! This feeling sucks... I dont feel like attending lessons for tt particular module. Sigh....
Damn that Stuctures 1!!!! It really SUCKS big time!!
I dont wanna go back skool... I wish i could find a job n start working proper n earn my own money... I've already wasted a yr in JC, n now, i wasted another half a yr in uni... In total, i've wasted 1.5yrs of my precious time, youth n money juz to get a degree without honours and which i've not much interest in...
Watever it is, i'm stuck in this shit n i will get outta it soon.
This is life, it is never smoothsailing n it is never perfect. Life is Unfair.

I went to watch 10 promises to my Dog n Red cliff the last 2 weeks.

I cry like mad for 10 promises... Really cried till i couldn't catch my breath.... Esp the last few scences when Socks died, it reminded me of how my late Wowo died... I felt so touched everytime the dog appeared n provided emotional support for the owner. I could totally relate myself to the movie as my dog lived to abt the same yrs as the golden retriever in the movie and I got my dog at the age of 14 too, same as the lead in the movie.... Sigh.... Watching the movie made me miss my dog even more..... =(

Red Cliff is nice too, cant wait for 2nd part, but the ending ends pretty abrutly... Which kinda puts me off when i was anticipating the next war...

Oh wells, nothing much to update recently...

Juz that, i've been working for my parents to earn some extra cash to survive this holidays, n to kill some time b4 skool starts...

Most of my peers hv already found a job n started working, so i hv nothing much to do except to surf net n rot at home during the day, den meet my working frens in the evening. So i guess, helping my parents out is better as time flies faster.

Oh yar, a little update here - i am going Guang ZHou from 31st aug to 7th sept!!! Yeah, i am finally flying out of this tiny red dot n go elsewhere which needa take a plane! Haha!! N i am kinda excited, coz this is the first time i am going with my super bestie, Pam~~ We hv been frens for like 12 yrs, but yet, we have not even travelled once together before (oh, excluding the perth trip which we went with skool)... So, i am looking forward to it. =)

I heard that the stuff in GZ is cheaper den SZ!!! Oh man! I hope i am able to bring lotsa loots back! HAha.... N most likely, we will drop by HongKong n ShenZhen too~~ Wah... I cant wait man...

Really finally can get outta spore for a short get-away b4 i prepare for my quizes n stuff.

Boo~~~ Skool is starting soon... When i think of And Tee Yew (aka NTU), i feel sian....

But anyways, i think, the next 6 months i really gotta enjoy every moment of being a student. Coz when i start work proper, i will miss all those flexible hours of an undergrad n the privalleges of having a student card. Haa....

alrighty, i am going for dinner now...

Weekends are coming~~~ Enjoy!!!

My Beloved Dog~~

Tonight is one of the times when i suddenly miss my dog... Wowo looks so damn cute n shy in this pic... I have been wanting to get a new dog for some time, but my mother kinda objected to this idea, coz she said tt she didn't wanna feel devastated all over again after 10 over years...

I think all of us are kinda ready to welcome a new dog into our family except mommy.... Hmmm...

My bro wanted to get back cocker spanial (which is Wowo's breed) or schnauzer, but I wanted to get "curly fries" which i think is a cross-breed between a poodle n maltese, or shih-tzu mix poodle or some other breed mix poodle.

I'll post some pics of 'curly fries' tml after i google it, coz apparently, tt cross breed dog is not that common in sg yet.

Alrighty, think i'm heading to bed.

Good Nitez peeps~

Monday Blues go away k?

Have a Great week ahead~~~~ =)

Alright, juz a little update:

My appeal was rejected, meaning i gotta go back to that ulu skool again.... Sian-ness X 1000000 times.

And, i've been doin nothing much except goin out for Ktvs, Mahjonging, window-shopping, catching movies, watchin DvD, learning how to blade n play tennis, doing minimum exercises like jogging once a week n swimming once a while.... Oh, n finally, i am playin badminton this sunday! Basically i'm slacking big time n totally enjoying this kinda life b4 skool starts.

But on a side note, this explains why i am so so so so so so BROKE now. N my parents are complaining tt i've been coming home very late recently n blah. N in order to prevent me from coming home so late, they wants me to go help them at the stall. Which means, i gott wake up Early every morn... No more sleeping late n waking up at 12 everyday le. Sianzzz~~~

N i think, this yr i wont get a chance to travel outta town by planes... So far, the furthest i went was Batam, n that was it... I really wanna get outta singapore n go to somewhere far... Far far away... I think my Real Graduation trip gotta wait till next year... sigh... my future looks kinda bleak now....

To pam: Be strong k? I know now is the hardest period and it takes time. U've been a great owner n krusty is so blessed that u adopted him n let him be part of this wonderful family who takes really good care of him n loves him so so much. At least, he was Happy and enjoyed his growing up days with U. I feel for u babe.... Watever happens, I am always here for U.