I'm OFFICIALLY FREED!!!!!
It's PLAY TIME people~~~~~~~
YEAH!!!!!!

-edited on 1.52pm tue noon-

My Sugary-coated delivery =)

I had a Sugar-Coated Surprise just now!!!
Fren delivered J.Co Donuts to my hall n was even nice to buy more so I can share them with my ToiletMate(TM) n her bf..... ***Bleams***
Fren knew it's my super Xiong week now, so fren made Special delivery n bought donuts to perk me up, and hoped tt after eating the donuts, i would feel better n keep me going as I'll be burning midnight oil later.... =)

I will post the pic of the YummLicious DoNuts tml after my RC paper...
Shall head back to notes now!!! Jia YOU~~~~

- Ru is Very Happy after eating her DoNuts -

I am Mugging in hall now...
When 5mins ago, there is a Sudden DownPour and it's raining SUPER DUPER HEAVILY now....
It's raining so heavily tt the blinds in my room are clanking abt n making so much noises, plus the frequent thunder sounds n the super loud Pouring of rain.....

My xiong week is coming... 4 papers n 3days AGAIN...
3 cores n 1 PE....
I will survive next week!!!
But progress rather slow..... Sigh.... How?? How??? How????

The rain made me wanna snuggle in bed n not study at this late hour, coz the weather is TOO NICE not to go sleep now.. Haha!

-Secretly Wished U are here with me-

I am VERY VERY VERY VERY DEPRESSED now.
Juz had my Structures 1 exam....
I am having a SUPER Bad Feeling abt it.
There is a VERY VERY VERY HIGH POSSIBILITY tt i'll FAIL this module again.
Coz 1stly, i am taking this module with the Yr 2s, which is also the GPA batch.
2ndly, both of my quizes are really CHUI, got D n F.....
3rdly, I was very drained after my HRM paper from 9am-11.30am, den struct paper was 1pm-3.30pm.
4thly, I have to admit, i wasn't very well-prepared for this paper, though i hv taken it like 4 sems continously....
When i was half-way thr my struct exam, I almost wanted to burst out crying and walked out of the exam hall.... I couldn't write any formula or solve any of the qns....
I think it's partly coz i am feeling quite stressed...
Feeling stressed coz i wanna graduate in time, tt's y I squeeze 9 freaking modules in my final sem...
Feeling stressed coz my dad wants to attend my convocation this yr n even tailor-made his trousers....
Feeling stressed coz I dont wanna disappoint my dad n family...
Feeling stressed coz I dont wanna take Just ONE Freak Module next sem n pay so much for the skool fees....
Feeling stressed coz I really wanna graduate.....
Now i'm scared.....
Very scared......

This is taken today @ Lwn lib... Studying at the cubicles with val beside me...

Decided to take one LAST pic at lwn n hopefully, i wont get to take anymore pic in this lib anymore next time....

Wanted to take a pic of me mugging hard but i decided to pose n smile for e cammie. Haha, i'm such a poser... =) But i think i looK quite chui in the pic too... Guess almost everyone has this Stressed look on their faces during exam periods. Haa...

Behind that smile n V sign, I am feeling stressed big time....

Tml's the start of my exams n i am nowhere well-prepared or even half-prepared for most of my papers....

Sigh.... Alot of stuff are running thr my mind now.....

I am feeling emo at the same time....

Feeling emo abt many many stuff... (or maybe emo n in dilemma abt just one issue.....)

I am hoping.... Hoping hard for a miracle n i'm keeping my fingers crossed....

I wanna grad n go convo n throw tt damn graduation Hat with my peers in july this yr.....

All Ru hopes for... Is a Miracle......

-记得-
谁还记得　
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了　
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的　
有一天　
有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后　
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得　
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了　
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑　
怎么说　
怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远　
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我　
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得　
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

Hmm... was listening to this song on my mp3, n decided the blog abt the lyrics.
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天
走的太远　
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我　
要有两个相反的梦
When a r/s reaches a stagnant stage and it seems that both parties are not progressing together in the same pace, where each has different plans about the future, and the future ahead seems so uncertain.... Should the couple move on in separate ways???

I'm feeling so uncertain abt my future now... The days ahead seems blurry...
My final exams are in one weeks time, i have 9 freaking modules to clear n i've yet to start studying, n my FYP is quite chui...
I've not been looking for jobs n not sending any resumes where most of my peers are already going to interviews....
I really wanna grad in time n go Convo together with my peers.....
I hope i can get my dream job....
N eventually, settle down like 3-5 years later with a man whom i can count on n share the same dreams.... One who will love me unconditionally n treat me like a GEM.....

Alright, i think i better start mugging Real hard now...
As for now, my Future can wait......