Monday, November 26, 2007

It was a National Tragedy. 5 national Dragonboat rowers lost their lives in Cambodia over the weekend. I knew one of the men.... We attended Sports camp together 3 yrs ago and I vividly remembered him giving me encouragements when I encountered some obstacles in camp that time. He was such a young Fine Man.... He had just graduated from NTU and got his Honours.....
I still remembered talking to him at Kallang's Sports Stadium canteen in july when i was having my attachment while he had his DB training there. And now, he's gone like that. Though i'm not really close to him as a fren, but i am still deeply affected by the fact that such a tragedy happened him. I think Dragonboat was his life. He was so devoted to DB.... When i heard the news that his body was not recovered, all i Hope was that the divers could find his body quickly and send him back here, back to home.....
This is a sad incident that no-one wanted it to happen. It took away 5 lives along with it... Now I truely experienced that Life is Extremely Vunerable. U will never know wat will happen in the next hour, let alone tomorrow.......
I hope that the families of the 5 men will stay strong during this tough time. I guess this will take a very long time for them to recover from the loss...
The 5 men will be dearly missed and remembered by their families, frens n DB teams......

People, cheirsh ur EVERY MOMENT and LIVE Life to the Fullest........ Sigh........... =(

Thursday, November 08, 2007

The Group Pic... the Lamileis are TIP-TOEING in order to look Taller! Haha... Some cam-whoring sessions...

This pics are koped from Ah dan's blog... Anyway, these are the 4 lovely babes who never fail to forget my Birthday and even make it a point to celebrate with me yearly without fail, though all of us are busy with exams... Greatly Appreciated all the time and effort that u gals put in every yr to make my birthday a little less miserable (due to the exam period). N not forgetting the Cool Retro Casio watch they got for me!! =) I Love It~~~
THANK YOU to Ah WEE, Ah Dan n the LamiLeis (Joan n Jean)!!!
Haha.... I enjoyed the dinner cum get-together cum gossip session. It's a great dinner to take some time off from all the books/notes/tuts/past yr papers... Thanks to u Lovely gals!! =)
Yup, so for now, It's FuLL Gear towards the exams....
Study hard n Hang on peeps....
It's gonna be over real soon!!!!

Saturday, November 03, 2007

hmmm... How time flies...
Seriously, I've got nothing interesting to blog abt in my current boring n dull life... Though End of Oct n Early Nov supposed to be a fun-filled week as my Anniversary n Birthday falls in the same week... But, having a boring, unromantic, plan-less Bf + Exams nearing = to a sum of Dullness n Lifeless week....

On 30th Oct, we only went for a dinner, n yar, HE DID SENT ME HOME, which was quite a feat. Coz my bf seldom send me home.... It seems just like a normal dinner on a normal day, although it supposed to be a "Special Day" for the both of us - coz it's our 3rd Year Anniversay! But every min n every second during the entire dinner doesn't spell "S.P.E.C.I.A.L" at all....
If you do the maths: 3 yrs=36 months=1095 days! One thousand and Ninety-Five Days of my Prime, being with someone who doesn't really know how to pamper me through these yrs, and had NEVER EVER SENT ME A SNGLE stock of FLOWER B4...... Tat's quite saddening, isnt it?? Galfrens are meant to be pampered, but i've not felt the kind of TLC (tender loving care) from the man whom I've spent 3yrs together.
Yeah... I know, I'm juz simply complaining AGAIN without doing any action to improve on my r/s. But wat do u expect me to do?? It really takes lotsa courage to end a r/s after 3yrs, esp when the other party seems nonchatlant n feels tt nothing is wrong with this r/s. Alright, I think i'm trying to find excuses for myself again - Only know how to complain but not doing much to this r/s.
Yes, u guys are rite - I've to admit tt i've been procastinating for ages on how to deal with this r/s after so much complaints n whinings. N i keep telling myself to think of wat I really want from this. Do i wanna continue with him n complain for the rest of the yrs, or should i juz end it once n for all, n seek what i truely deserve? I'm really in a dilemma, I've been thinking for months n yrs, but I'm still stuck here, coming to no decision....
But i think most of u guys knew abt my "Plan"... Or maybe i should execute the "Plan" rite after my exams?? I really dunno man.... Coz i was asking myself too, if he is really so bad, how can i still tahan him for 3yrs?? Am i plain lazy n avoiding the problem? Or do I really love him??? Hmmm.... I think it's more like this: After 3yrs, I've gotta so used to him n became lazy to step out of this 'comfort' zone..... I think Companionship is the only reason tt's holding me on in this r/s.....
Alright, up next is my birthday. As usual, my birthdays since 16yrs old has never really been tt pleasent. Due to the 'O' levels, Prelims, 'A' levels n Uni exams, I cant really enjoyed myself well - All thanks to all these exams that have been haunting me for several yrs.... I really hope that my birthday next yr would be Smashing one - Coz I really wanna enjoy an Exam Free Birthday!!!! My 21st birthday was not memorable... So i hope the rest of my birthdays in the following yrs would be spectacular, so as to make up for 7yrs of 'Examinations Birthdays'... Haha!
Well, it's a warm sat afternoon, I gotta go back to reality n start hitting the books. I'm only 12 days to exams, n I've not really been mugging hard. It's a tough sem for me - Either I Make it or Break it! I better go mug hard in order to make my "Exam Free Birthday' wish for next yr come true....
Yupz, to all my frens who are going through this painful period with me, Hang On there n Study Hard~~~ Our pain would be over soon! We only left 2 last laps, n till then, we can say Good Bye to Exams.... WOO HOO~~~~ JIAYOU!!!!