A Walk down Memory Lane... From 2004-now...


 

Our 2nd Anniversary

(Dedicated to my Boyfriend, though i know he wont read...)

How time flies.... It was 30th Oct 2004, when the clock just strikes 12, U held my hands in the cab on our way home... Today, we have been together for 730days, equivalent to 2years of highs n lows. We have gone through some rough times, but somehow, we still made it up eventually with a smile. The 1st year together was kinda rocky, coz we bearly knew each other and got into a relationship less than a month. Most of your friends are quite sceptical of our r/s and they felt that we wont make it through.

It must be the exam stess back then, which acts as catalysts that accelerates the chemical reactions inside us n brought us together. We were both freshies, trying to adapt to our uni lives, getting to know more ppl, n starting to enjoy life as an undergrad.... But somehow, the mugging period that we both shared turned out to be one of the happiest times that i enjoyed. I Hated mugging, but at that time, i was really looking forward to each mugging session, coz i get to see U....

N i guess those mugging sessions turned out to be quite fruitful, not in terms of my grades (haha!), but in terms of my life. I've got U, n i really get to experience wat "Falling Head over heels for you" meant. U really made me feel special, like I'm the only Gal in your world.... N You made me experience those emotions that i never felt before. I enjoyed waiting for ur sms, thinking abt U every second, laughing at the silliest things U said or even felt disappointed when U do not call.....Those were the days.... The days when i really felt that I'm In Love....

But as time goes by, things changed.... I got to know the Real U. Honeymoon period was over pretty fast, less than 2months of being tog. Then, lotsa issues n arguements began to surface. We had our differences, fights, cries, problems, cold wars and of coz, mentioning of Break-Ups to solve. You did mentioned abt Break-ups pretty often during the 1st six months of our r/s, but i preservered, gave in and compromised. U are quite a stubborn freak, but i hang on to the belief that things could work as long as we communicate and talk things out. It was a problematic six months.

After that, our r/s improved and we were both introduced to our families and friends. Your family and friends began to accept me, n my family got to know U. Quarrels n fights became lesser, and our r/s became stable. We managed to survive thr our 1st year! Haha....

Since then, we do not have so much issues to settle as we become very clear of each other's character and behaviours. Now, i really cant remember when was the last time we had a fight.... N i dunno whether is that a good or bad thing.

This r/s is So stable to a point that i find it - Boring. There are no longer surprises or sweet smses from U. Fewer great outings n fun dates... Things became very mundane and rountine. We r less dependent on each other and now, i think we even behave like an old couple. We'll meet once or twice a week juz to have dinners, sometime movies or simply stayed at ur house to spend time wif U(while u are playing ur online game) n etc....

To some, this simplicity might be a blessing. To me, i've no idea whether i can appreciate this kind of 'simplicity'. Maybe i shouldn't expect too much from a r/s and should count myself lucky as long as You did not fool ard behind my back... But somehow, i still feel that more can be done to brighten up our love life. Maybe more can be done on Ur part to make this r/s even more Special and Fun. However, i know that this will never happen, coz U r who u are, n I cant change the fact that U are not the S.N.A.G or romantic man that i hope to have. So i gotta accept for who U are.

This whole experience made me discover one thing abt myself - Either I have too much preserverance and endurance, or I'm juz totally not Strong enuff. Too much preserverance n endurance to stay in this r/s and continue to take ur shit (not often, but sometimes), or simply, too Weak to leave this r/s..... I seriously have no idea i belong to which catergory....

You r not a bad man, but i find that U are not mature enough. U are also not very sensitive to my feelings and needs, n tends to keep Your deepest emotions or thoughts to urself. You do not plan abt the future, n needless to say, U seldom express your Love or feelings to me. Our future seems very uncertain, coz we Never talk abt it and need not say, make any plans abt it.

I always have this thot - a thot tt even if I leave U one day, U might not feel lost or sad, and can carry wif life like normal immediately. Coz now, i do not know whether am I still that important to U anymore....

Like U siad, wat both of us need currently is Companionship, n maybe this is the only reason for Us being together until now. To be honest, i do feel bored abt the entire thing now and then. I know this is definitely not a healthy thot, but i juz cant help it. Now, I am uncertain of my feelings towards You. I know I still Love you, but i'm also not sure whether issit still Love like - i cant live w/o U kind, or just companionship - being comfortable wif U and do not want to risk gettin out of the comfort zone.....

I need answers to know whether i should continue with our current r/s, or should we take a break and move on with our lives - without each other. No-one can provide me the answers, but only Me n You.....

Let me know which path i should take, and whether in my future, will U be there to hold my hand and walk down the road with me?

The 3 Pretty Bosses!!! Haha.... 

Our stall.... Clothes, Bags, belts, stationaries... U name it, we Got it! =)

Yesterday's Lime Flea Market @ Scape (beside cineleisure) was totally a great experience!!!
I made a total of $35.50 profit!!! Haha.... Considering the stuff that i sold are mostly 2nd-hand, our sales are not bad for starters, but i guess we can earn more? Hee....
Though the 3 of us r totally beaten after the whole event, we felt so satisfied wif ourselves. From setting up our stall, fixing the clothes stand, bracing the hot sun and rain, sweating like mad, n of coz, pulling customers (ade n peiqi did a Fantastic job on tt! Thumbs up!) to our stall and selling our clothes, endure the endless bargaining from customers... we All had Great Fun!!!
We'll definitely have one more in dec. Haha...
Thanks to Kaixin, who went down n support me n even bought things from us!!
For those who never come, U guys better show ur support next time round k!! Haha...
Nonetheless, u guys did gave me some Moral support lar..... But it's not enuff, muz action n come down to my stall Mah!!! Haha...
Well, gotta go back to my books... I have 3 freaking hard quizes next week... Sigh....
Exams+quizes=H.E.L.L

Hey peeps,
I'm having a Lime Flea MArket @ Scape (opp Cineleisure) on the 28th Oct, Sat, from 2pm-7pm!
So pls drop by n show your support!
We'll be selling clothes, bags, accesories, cute notebooks n pens!! All in excellent conditions!
Very Cheap Cheap!!!
Must come k!!
Oh, pls spread the news ard!!
See u guys there! Thanx =)

My Pressies from the gals... weee! I Love my new wallet n Goldie big Bangle!!! Thank You guys!! =) 

I MUST post up this pic!! Coz the gals commented tt my Boobs LOOked BIG here!! HAhahah.... 

Had so much fun Updating n Gossiping!! HAha... Am i too tall or is joan too... Short? Haha

Taken last fri, My Super BeLated 21st cum Advanced 22nd small BD celebration from the jc Gals. =)

As u guys can see, i've not been blogging these days due to the increase skool load.
Nonetheless, i had lotsa Great Feasting session last week n u can get to see those yummiLicious pics of the food i ate n pls, dont drooL too much... Haha!

Had a great mon to kick off this week. Coz when i went over to SIM to meet my babes Peiqi n Ade to mug, met up wif my Long-Time-No-See fren who is also mugging there too! Wee... I had to grab this opportunity to meet him coz we REally Very Long didn't meet up already... This guy fren of mine used to be my crush in sec sch and he's my Pam's Bf's Good fren now. Think i did abt this coincidence in my previous post b4.... So, I was really happy to see him again after 2 yrs. We used to meet up once or twice a yr lar, but since i got got attached, no more meet-ups wif him..... =( Therefore, really had a Great time catching up wif him n we talked non-stop for almost 2hrs b4 heading back to our various places to mug. Lotsa stuff to catch up! He changed (in a good way), n became so much more matured. He was realy Sweet enuff to send me to my benches, although he's studyin in the lib lor...... **Blushed** heez... (He used to send me home last time even though he lives in Hougang lor, so nice of him!!)
We decided to meet again once our exams end! Well, looking forward to the end of my exams!! =)

As the week progresses, it became shitier. I was so caught up wif mugging for my quiz n doin my tech com final report tt i literally had no life. It was skool, home, mug, skool, home, mug...
What makes matter worse was tt i have a SUPER IRRESPOSIBLE grp member who doesn't do her part properly and always pass sub-standard quality work to us. What makes us even more pissed was tt though individual work load is divided last week, everyone should have sufficient time to complete our part, but she did Nothing except for some graphs w/o illustration. N she still can cock up excuses that she is 'feeling sick', had to go off early for tuitions, or even send her auntie off in Changi Airport so she cant stay to discuss our project n blah... Me n Shufen gotta pia the report ourselves n even help her to edit her part as wat she had done is rather Chui lor.
I stayed at Sf's house to do the report tog n reached home at 11plus juz now while she can still happily be at Changi sending her aunt w/o really making any effort to do her part properly.
Wat BAD LUCK to have this kind of grp member who is FOREVER SICK +DO NOT ATTEND SKOOL+ALWAYS giving EXCUSES!!!
It was like a 2-man show rather then a grp effort coz Sf n Me did most of the Final report. In short, She SUCKS lar....

Now that our Final Report is completed, all i hope is tt me n Sf can get HigHer MArks den her.
So people, next time choose grp members wisely, or u'll suffer like us.... we had NO choice but to take in such a SUCKY person into our grp.... Sigh!

Enuff of complaint.... I'm goin to play my game to relac abit.
Anyway, Peiqi is in Bkk again, while Ade is flying there in nov too... They are so CooL! Oh man.... I feel like travelling AGAIN...... but no $$$$$
I need sponsers.... **Hintz**Hintz**

Sweetened condensed milk wif butter n Milo powder Toast. So Sinful yet Irresistable!!! Bread never tastes so Good!! Thumbs Up! My Favuorite! 

Another Great Feasting session @ Xin Wang hk Cafe.

My DeLicious Dinner @ MOF!! The Mocha Imo is damn GOOD!! MUst TRY!! 

Last nite of clubbing b4 exam bug hit me.... Me wif Pretty babes - Fer n Jo!! =) 

Well, i went clubbing ytd...
It was hell shit of FUN FUN FUN!!!
Fer was damn high n Garang ytd tt she did lotsa StuntS!!!
I shall not disclose wat she did ytd.... Haha.... But it's really GARANG n Daring of her lar. Coz i never expected fer to do these.... Haha!
N we got so Gaga over the Hongkong actor and taking pics wif him makes me feel tt it was the Best time i had ytd!!
Haha.... The actor really cute lar!! N we managed to talk to him abit... Weee!!!
Oh man.... got hangover today, so never go skool... =(
I'm gonna miss Clubbing so so much...
Exams coming, so i guess clubbing gotta wait till after exams... Sigh

This is a clearer pic. I look like SHIT besides him lar... BUt heck! I took pic wif a HONGKONG ACTOR!!!! 

This is a CUTE Hongkong actor tt i saw in Phuture ytd!!! He's damn cute lar!!! 

Bestie Fren For LiFe..... In Life, u only need a few ReaL frens who will always be there for U... Here's one of them, my Longest Bestest Fren, Pam!! =) 

My YummiLiCious Supper - French Toast n Iced Milk Tea! =) 

On a lighter note, I went to catch Rob-B-hood juz now. It's really a funny n action-packed movie, totally worth every single cent. Well, coz it's a Jacky Chan movie + drooling hunk Louis Koo, it cant be disappointing rite? HAha... The baby inside the movie is really really cute! I wanna hv such a cute son next time too....
After movie, went to cineleisure's 24hr HongKong-styled eatery, Xing Wang to have supper. The food there is really good! U guys should go! N there's a pic above on wat i ate. Felt so full, yet so satisfied wif my yummy supper.

It has been ages since i last went for a movie or decent date wif Hx. Coz it seems tt his priority now is his online game n nothing else. N we always gotta work our dates according to his game schedule. It kinda pissed me off n i'm Really getting sick of his laid-back attitude. But wat to do, that's my BF..... Gotta accept him for who he is rite??


Anyway, my life is having too much of a coincidence recently.
Firstly, i realised tt the hotel room no for both my Taiwan n Bangkok trip is THE SAME!!! How freaking coincident is tt man??? Come to think of it, I better go buy 4-D... Who knows, i might strike n win some extra $$$$!! Haha....
Also, this world is SO SMALL tt everyone seems to be connected to each other or knows everybody.
For instance, i also realised tt my bestie fren, Pam, her bf is in the same course as my ex crush (way back in sec skool, we r in diff sec skool n lives in freaking far Hougang) and the guys now r pretty good frens in SIM! Really SMALL WORLD!
N here is another 'qiao' incident. My 2nd bro n his fren actually watched the same movie, Rob-B-hood at the same theather n timing wif me n Hx juz now!!! So Qiao....
Well, isn't tt juz too much coinidence happening to me???
Since such things r happening so often to me, may as well let me strike 4-D!! Haha...

How time flies. It has been 1month since my beloved Dog - WoWo, left me. Though life seems pretty much normal now and my family had braced up and moved on, we still miss our dog very very much.
Whenever i came home, i could hear my neighbour's dog barking or whinning.... N how i wished i still have my dog to welcome me home too....
Sigh...
This is LIFE. Things come n go. U gotta learn how to be strong and cope wif losses....
I still misses my dog dearly....
How i wished my dog is still around..... 

Oh yar, as u can see, tt's ALMOST ALL the stuff tt i bought from BKK. But Tat's not everything, coz some tops r still in the laundry, while other items like pants/exercise pants and small little bags are still hidden in my luggage n I'm lazy to take pics of them. Haha....
However, my galfrens who went Bkk wif me ALL agreed tt we NEVER BUY ENUFF and we SHOULD hv BOUGHT MORE!!!
Coz all the stuff r so Screamingly CHEAP!!!
N we literally Spent EVERY Single cents we had.... Haha...
This Thai trip was Absolutely Fun, Thrilling n Crazy SHopping!!
I Love all the items tt i bought!!
Wished i had brought more $$$ n stayed for longer days.... Den i can buy MORE... HAHA!!
Alright, i'll post the trip's pics when i get the rest of the pics from Ade n Peiqi's cameras...
TGIF!! Enjoy the weekend, folks!! =)

Mens' tees/singlets + cheap necklaces + cheap belts!

These Bags r the BEST BUY!! ALL FREAKING CHEAP!!!!

Fanciful tops, tubes and long sleeves....

Nice Dresses and casual tops....